i gotta hang over...but i didnt drink no beer!

So...im back for one of my ever so rare post.many people are dying around the world.yet we waste food.yet we still want more, knowing that the people in africa dont have a chance to ask for seconds.i swear, this world is going to explode.we dont care about nature, we dont give a shit about the air we breathe.heck!we dont even care enough about our own neighbours to wish then we we see them.humanity is getting from bad to worse.at least people in the past knew not the matters troubling the earth.we have to do something...if not for ourselves...do it for our future.

fuck.i swear...we are forced to study...most of us are smart.for a race of smart people, we are pretty dumb.

money is more important than family?money is more important that self love?money is more important than anyone or thing else?meterialistic fucks.

religion is corrupt.full of lies.do these people have any respect for the god they believe in?i believe all religions want peace.but thats not possible when every other day, people are killing people because of religion.so tell you what?heres a big FUCK YOU to all you cunts who kill in the name of any religion.

war.i say if every country stops trying to enforce peace, but agree on peace, stop pissing one another off...life will be good for everyone!it all comes from one thing :

GREED!its the bain of mankind.mind you, i've been greedy on occasions too, but if everyone keeps their greed to a minimal...i dont see a problem.parents want their kids to suceed so that they can earn more.a blue collar working man eorks hard everyday.a taxi driver working in his golden years.its all because things are so fucking expensive!if everyone earns a little less...everyone have to pay less.isnt it a win win on both sides?

humans will be the end of us all...mark my words......

the king of pop is dead.

okay...this a a post about one one music's greatest losts....its on par with the death of Chuck Schuldiner, Jon Nödtveidt, Cliff Burton, John Lennon, elvis presley and Jimi Hendrix.it's michael jackson....here is what my friend raj morgan wrote in memory of jackson.


A Eulogy for my hero-
June 25th 2009 - Michael Jackson has passed away at the age of 50 due to succumbing to Cardiac arrest. He is lived on by his 3 children.

Michael Jackson, other than being my favorite artist, has been an inspiration for many world-wide. I remember as a kid growing up watching his music videos and concerts via TV. By then, his reputation had already been tarnished by accusations of child molestation. Sadly, a few fans of his music had turned on him simply because of his personal life which still remained an accusation and nothing more. I never believed whatever allegations they made of him, simply because I knew Michael Jackson was beyond that. My personal favorite song of all time by him would still be Billie Jean. The birth of rhythm and beat was through that song. The music videos were spectacular, evoking every aspect of your senses. He was a living legacy himself and will never be forgotten. He was eccentric, no questions about that, however, isn't his personal life just that? A PERSONAL life? We all fail to realize that we hate it when people dig deep into our lives, however, being as insensitive as we are, we love analyzing others' lives. But that's just human nature, sadly.

He loved children so much, that some cruel people decided to capitalize on that and accused him of child molestation, yet again. He was deemed innocent, but that's just not good enough for many as they all wanted to see the man they once loved, suffer, while they cherished their new heroes like Justin Timberlake, etc (circa 2003) Through all that, he suffered silently and went into a slump, disappearing from the media limelight.

Earlier this year, the King of Pop was poised to make his comeback and wipe every other so called 'pop artists' out of the radar. His loyal fans stuck by him through his entire life and were more than overjoyed that their hero, their idol, Michael Jackson was going to step up and make the greatest comeback in music's history. I was one of those people. I wanted to see my hero rise up and show everyone what entertainment was really about.

I woke up this morning and read some text messages by friends that Michael had left this world. I was praying and hoping that this was just some media ploy. I turned on the news and read, probably the worst celebrity death that ever affected me. Many tributes were and are being played. However they didn't stop pushing the Jonas brothers on MTV, much to my chagrin. Even the death of a legend can't stop people from making cash. The people have found new heroes. They have left the past for the future. There wasn't going to be a comeback for Michael....Then I realized, there was never a need for a comeback. Michael Jackson is a star that is unlike other stars. He's the essence of entertainment. The album Thriller STILL holds the record for the most copies sold 27 years after it's release. He was better than Elvis Presley ever was, considering how they would compare both performers. He will forever be the one and only as many wannabes will try their hardest to be him. Chris Brown, Justin Timberlake, Jonas bros, etc, the list keeps building.

Michael Jackson, being your fan for more than 1 1/2 decade, I'm going to miss you very much. As you were more than the music to me. You had messages in your songs that some follow and some blindly skip. Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and for the entire human race. Michael Joseph Jackson will forever live on through the hearts of his many fans. I'm nearly in tears writing this while MTV is playing his music videos. The King of Pop is eternal. R.I.P Michael. I love you.





in my opinion..he's up there with the greats....genre dosnt matter....it's the contribution to the genre that matters.

the E.S.T patch!

presenting...the East Side Thrashers patch! cedits to mech haikel for getting this done.anyone who lives in east and is a die hard thrasher can go to estrecords.blogspot.com to get it.

sell outs....

i found some one making fun of that sell out herman li....so here it is...herman li is cool...NOT!

im bored

well,hmm...i just realised something...people pollute and destroy the earth for money.
deforestation....money....water pollution...money...all money..money money!ah...i hate money now!and the jewish banking system.why must they be so greedy?bloddy jews...anyway...here is municipal waste - born to party.

ahhh...after so long, im back!

so...im going for doomsday 2!finally getting my ass outta my house and into town..(after what seemed to be ages)anyway,got to http://estrecords.blogspot.com.
second hand metal cds and patches.


to all who read my blog...GO SUPPORT OUR LOCAL THRASH BANDS AT DOOMSDAY 2!
boycot depressive black metal...its useless...for those of you who are wondering..what is depressive black metal,its emo + black metal!it'll make you wanna kill yourself.

chinese nationals are very noisy.

hey.nothing much to talk about today..so im gonna talk about something that happened yesterday.after boarding the bus 21,it seemed like hours till my stop.cause i was having a major headache yesterday.then this chinese lady borded the bus.it was a double decker bus..and i was on the lower deck.the chinese lady was also on the lower deck.she then started scolding the bus driver in chinese,for reasons unknown.it got so loud that it made my head ache worse.so,right before my stop,i walked towards the back door,where that irritating chinese national was standing....and projected my vioce to ensure everyone in the lower deck could hear.i said:chinese nationals are fucking noise man.the woman then gave me this really screwed up angry face.t tried not to laugh,put on the most angry face i could at the moment,and feinted an attack at her.she moved backwards,and i went out of the bus.i didnt know what happened after that.later im meeting raj,alex,haree and faizal(hopefully) for lunch,and im meeting saiful after school.i hope raj has enough money to buy......okay.peace out.

doomsday/maiden gig

Damn.this sucks...why would they put two gigs a day after each other?now i can only go for one!why??damn it lah!which should i go to?.....i think i'll just go with the flow....an i just found out skull mania is performing on the 9th!ah.....wtf man...this shit is so fucked up...
i think i'll just go for the gig on the 9th may.

SUPPORT FUCKING PASIR RIS THRASHERS!haha...peace out...

people in singapore have integrity!

surprising is it not?there are some people in singapore with integrity!can you believe people actually return money they find on the floor?if i saw $50 on the floor,i would pick it up and see if the owner notices it is missing.if he dose not,i'd put it in my wallet.honestly,how many people would willingly return money people drop on the floor?let me tell you who.this old lady from ang mo kio.she found some dudes money and returned to him without a second thought.

The Jon bus!

Credits to Emir for putting this on youtube...and of course the one and only JON!